Ten Things I Know To Be True (#1- I Write)

First, I write, I do and perhaps I can write a lot of things. However, there are really certain feelings that I could not write, maybe because I am afraid to, or maybe because the emotions were too complex that putting it into words is like strangled ties. And maybe it is too difficult since its likewise harder to accept that I am feeling this way or because the feelings were vague and I am not that certain if this is how it is to be. So silly, I am confused even writing this thing down.

There are certain feelings that is hard to put into words, even putting it into action is quite harder, and keeping it inside is a lot easier, and it's the only way for me to move in rage. Though I was given poetic license, capable of exaggerating his simple gestures, turning his stupidity to beautiful metaphors, and sometimes his coldness to ironic fantasies, it is however still difficult to pen the exact emotions, harder than deciphering hieroglyphs but I don't think it is harder than understanding Astrophysics.

Well, it is baffling, hard. Perhaps it is because the first thing I know to be true is not that 'I write' but because the first thing that I know to be true is - I'm enamored, I can't say it in the most basic stupid three-lettered words.

And that is the certain feeling that I could not write, but today I am able to (I think so).